Feelings Before Depart

Time flies.

I gonna move my ass to plane next week.

And live at another place for at least half a year only can come back.

Many people asked,

"How you feel now? Excited?"

Erm..My answer is always the same..

No feelings.

But only thinking of what I need to bring and I haven't noticed.

And my brother keep telling me to appreciate people still around me.

At first,I don't understand what the hell he is talking.

Repeating the same thing that I don't understand is annoying.

After that I suddenly realised.

Yet I don't want to face it.

Because I believe it won't happen.

I trust.

There are few things I hope I can changed after these 5years and half.

1st, I can be more independent.

I admit I am quite pamper and used to rely on others.

But I got less worries for this.

As I believes human can adapt to its environment,just time is needed.

2nd,I can be more smart.

I admit I am too naive and easily believe on people.

I must change!!!

As you know,people like this hardly success in the CRUEL society.

3rd,improve my social skill.

I know most people will give me a 'Boo'.

But actually I am much more timid than last time.

I not dare be the 1st person to speak to other and etc.

Besides,my speaking skills will make others misunderstand and thought I am not happy or what..So I got to improve.

4th,5th,6th...

Haven't think.

Hahaha..

The last wishes.

I will put it in next post.

=)

Why always I must be the one appreciate others?
Have you ever think before,when someone always appreciate others but no one appreciate itself.
Will it continue be appreciate and be good to others?
Please!!
You make me feel to get out of here,as far as possible and don't want go back.
House sick? Might force to do so.

Flight~

Few days before, I am struggling with those agents stuff.

Now, I am straight under Indonesia agency.

Great~ No need "fan"~

Well, I am quite confirm to go there because I had paid quarter of first year fees.

But if others asked me,I will still answer not sure.

Because I still can't make sure that I am to there until I am on the flight.

Hehehe..

I hope I can cope the studies.

I know it is very tough and stressful.

I know I will homesick too~!

Anyway, I will treat it as part of obstacles in my life.

Bless me!!! >.

Departure time is 0945 on 2 Sept.

But I am asked to reach LCCT at 0700.

Honestly, I felt quite lonely because I am different agent with ZJ.

So maybe our flight are different.

Haiz~ Nevermind la~

My parents will follow me~ Wakakaka..

But his parents not going. So sad huh~

Need to start list down my stuff le~!! >.

Troubles

Arrrgghhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!

There are many problems.

I am so damn f*cking "fan"~!!!!

Wtf!!!!!!!!

Imma back!

Woots! Suddenly got the mood to blog~

And realise I had didn't touch this for few months~

There were many things had happened within this few months.

Gonna written those more important one.

Hehehe..

First of all, I went China 张家界.

It is a very nice place,nice view,nice food but too oily to us.

Capture many photo but didn't upload because all the photo memory was with my elder brother and he went Germany to work straight on the 2nd day after we back from China.

He had back to Malaysia few days before but he haven't copy to computer.

So stay tuned! Hahaha..

But I not gian gian want upload already coz already past too long.

Second, I had my IELTS test and I passed!

Overall 6.5 and I am satisfied with it.

Coz at least I had passed the mininum requirement for most private college.

Third,I had my entrance exam for University Padjajaran, Indonesia.

I passed as well and got the course of Dentistry.

Happy~

I never thought I will passed coz I didn't attend any tuition class as my agent couldn't manage to get a Indo-teacher to us.

Anyway,nice experience!

Between,I am going there.

The register date is 5Aug but mostly I'll skip the 2weeks orientation.

Nervous!!