第一次..

长这么大了。。

第一次被针对。。
第一次被讨厌。。
第一次面对政治手段。。
第一次发现我最信任的人都戴上面具。。
第一次被激怒。。

突然，好茫然。。觉得好恐怖。。
在看着这篇布落格的你！你可以觉得我很假。。
因为。。我真的累了。。我不想再管了。。
活在别人的看法下做人，我很累了。。
我只想做回我自己！
开心面对每一个人。。
如果你们依然觉得我想靠关系，那随你！
但我还是会笑着面对你们，因为我大方！

是你们，一次又一次把我的热诚给扑灭了。。
是你们，让我学会戴上面具。。
但，这面具我戴不下。。
我记得有一位学长说过：“我长得不帅，但我不需要戴面具做人。”

中六，的确让我学了很多。。
也让我第一次想要对身边的每一个人做起防备。。
我不怪你们。。反而要谢谢你们。。
让我成长，帮我妈妈教孩子。。
谢谢你们！！
也谢谢关心我的朋友，我不会因为这一点小事而崩溃。
如果会的话，我还会叫淑雯吗?


*Sagittarius: Always be optimist!!^^

Prom Night,Night fever~!!

Lazy blog about prom night.Just very "sim tia" my rm10.Why?Cause that make-up fellow cost me Rm10 just for my eye liner.Wakao!!Anyway,luckily I didn't waste rm48 for hair styling and make up.I DIY~Hahaha..Not pretty but at least not too ugly..Hehehe..

Bangkia~Plus 2 siao kia behindKok Thai~

Erm..Duno your name but I know we same tuition centre.Hehe..

Edmund~He know my name,suprise~

Heng Jin~

Yi Kuang~

Kang Kai~

Pei Chin~

Koperasi's friend~

Kha Lim~

Leong Chin~

Hui Xian~

Seow Yen Yen~

Wei Loon~

Kei Yeik~

Kok Hong~

Kian Wei~

Xie Wei,best buddy since form3!!

Jojo~!!!

Kian Ann~

Weng Hou~

Bestian~

Buddy since primary!!

Poh Yee~Totally different after make up,pretty!!

My daughter grown!!Sze Yee~

Alex~Long time no see..Still that pattern..

Hui Chin,My dear~Hahaha..

Mei Ting~Cutie girl!!

Hsien~

Kha Lim~Both of us like this photo muchie~!!

I learnt..I miss..

I learnt..
Today I chatted with a senior for quite a long time.Half an hour,counted as long?Lolx..I heard quite a few comment about this senior,both of the good and the bad.Hmmm..Honestly,I don't know the real characteristic of this senior.During the conversation,quite a few times my heart conflict because some people say this senior not good and bla bla bla.Lastly,I felt..All the comment about this senior I shouldn't care.The only things I know is,this senior got many experiences and this senior willing to share.I learnt much throughout the conversation and I appreciated it.Just this.About this senior the

real characteristic..Hope that I could find it out later~Hehehe..Kepo..

I miss..
Just came back from Bon Odori and suddenly thought off to see one of the video clip at youtube which I planned to see 1year ago.But I keep on forgotten until today.I remembered,hahaha..Then,I found for quite a long time and I saw.I must post it here.Then,I can see when I want.No need find until so "pekcek"..Guess what it is?"Hamsap" video?Funny one?Lolz..All wrong~My dance performance with some of my girl guide's buddy.Oh my god~!!!Damn miss it~!!!After I saw,I was liked...Can I dance again?Hahaha..We practised this dance for a month!!But the completed dance was on one week from the day.I will never forget this.We keep on practised until I lost 2kg!!!So damn freak happy!!My waist became smaller too!But for that time only..After my SPM examination..The normal me went back..Hahaha..But unfortunately the video didn't recorded the whole dances.But nevermind la..At least most of it.Hahaha..Anyway,hope that you all could enjoy this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLzx9biJakU

Tired!!But I like it~Hahaha..

Ahhh~!!This few days felt so busy and tiring.Erm..Or I should say,"Since I joined clubs,my schooling life started busy."Everything felt almost end this week because my 2 clubs' task were ended at this week.

Moral club's quiz on Tuesday,my easiest task.I just asked to ready 2 sets of question paper for choosing and collected back the money from Form4 and 5 student.But this was quite hard because haihz..STK lower form student.No wonder everyone want to enter Kwang Hua.

After that,my bowling club which was a quite challenging task,competition interschool.First time be a leader in a task or I should say anything.I had never been a leader since I born out.Thanks lot to my task's member for giving me this chance to let me know how's my leadership and planning.Although my planning was not so perfect but at least..better than what I expected before everything started.I learnt how to plan,how to imagine the schedule FINELY(yet I failed,I never thought of participants will lated).Many climax during this competition,1st.We couldn't book lane that stick together,so quite nervous that time.Luckily at last settled.Phew~2nd,2 of our senior haven't reached although the competition is going to start.Keep called them.Finally,they came.Phew~3rd,members counted wrong and thought RM30+ lost.But after count a few times,only found out that somethings we didn't add in.Phew again~Every problem spoke out during the review meeting.After seniors told us our problem,I felt liked..so useless and sorry to my teammates.Its my fault because I didn't planned finely.After emo for a few minutes,confidences came back.(Lolz..Damn fast lerr).I told myself,"Haiyo!Who never faces failure or obstacle.No pain no gain,No failed no success.Next time don't repeated the same stuff can already.Take it as an experiences!!"(To one of my task's leader!!You should learnt this from me,always optimistic and confident!You may emo,but just a few minutes to let yourself self-examination.Okay?!)So,I give myself 70% for this task.A2 can already.Hehehe..

Lastly,I left dedication and MTE day.Dedication I am not worry because we just needed to do our ordered and I will find the cheapest new dedication's "ingredients" tomorrow.Then,MTE day.Honestly,I quite worry for this before today afternoon.But after counselling by Pang Yang and Kok Thai.Hmmmm..My confidences came back.My ohm came back too!My exhausted feelings gone(2 task in a week ler!!Not exhausted is fake one lor..Somemore interview ler).After that,my "Chi Ji" replied me.They sounds interested but tomorrow only can 100% confirmed but I felt ok want because they asked me want them do what there.So..Hmmmm...Hope everything can be very smooth!I believed we can do it!Wahahahaha..^^

11 july

Today morning got telematch which is combined from Seni & Sejarah.I forgot to switch on my alarm so I over slept.Straight away jumped from my bed and rushed to brush teeth.No time to bath.Break my "Bath before I step to downstair every morning" principle but no point.Lack of time.But then,I am still lated.So sorry to my teammates.Thousands of sorry..Overall,the telematch okla.Not bad.Every station like quite easy but not easy also.Lolz.But I like the closed eye part and find your another partner.Because quite challenging but I agak agak also know where I am already.Because the station people said he will bring me to not so hot punya place.So,sure is beside because got tree and sure is near canteen there because that time the sun will be at "pintu besar" that direction.So,shadow agak agak is there already lo.Then,suddenly I heard my partner shout my "name".Then,I replied.Straight away walk to her voice direction.Because I am at beside,so I can walk quite fast by touching the pagar and know I won't "long pia".After I found that the voice is just beside me,I take out my braveness and walked out without holding things.Luckily,I touched someone's hand after I step 3 o 4 steps.So damn lucky and I found my partner.After we met,we heard the wisel and said,the game start.Oh my god..We found already ler.Hahaha..nevermind,we waited.Then,rupa-rupanya Kian Ann just beside me with his partner.And so ngam,his partner is his foster.Yoohoo yoohoo~~Got fate ler..Ok,both of you may marry.Hahaha..Others game not to say lame la,because want all game that didn't play before really not easy.Aahhhh..Kai Lee that game also not bad.Then,after all game we went back to the assembly hall(shouldn't be hall,space?lolz).Then,I saw someone look like my friend damn much but I don't think she will be at here because she is not a High School-rian.But after I saw she stand up after she saw me.Then,I confirmed is her already.I ran to her and hugged her.Wakao!!So long didn't met her already.My buddy~~~Hahahaha..Then,we chated and joked but not for very long.Quite a few minutes only.Nevermind,I promised I will go her house to chat a whole day just I haven't booking with her.Hahaha..

After that,we went KP for lunch.During this,the only things I could say is chitt chat,eat and joke.AND!!I saw Leong Wai Kit blushed!!Wakao!!!So red lor..Lolx..Funny~Hock Guan and Kai Lee also kena.Hahahaha..Just like this we spent for hours.From 12pm till 2pm something.Then,waited Loke "jie" with Kai Lee them.Then arranged some people that I need to fetch.Klang bus station,Delta HQ.Although it is TOTALLY opposite from my house.But because of..someone.So I fetched lorrrrr.Lolz.Don't know since when I say,I wish that my first passenger is you.Although now you already not the first one but nevermind la,at least I fetched you.Hahaha..Wakao..Damn nervous lor.Gratefully,that 2 buddy "sei zou",let him sit beside me.Wahaha..BUT!!My driving skill frightened him.Lolx..He said he not dare sit for the next time.Got chance only say la..We always 向左走，向右走,so at last our distance only will become further,not closer.Sienz la..Hahaha..Form6 life,not easy.So I won't play too much,must concentrate on studies and task!!!Do your best,wen!!About him,just forget it..Enjoy the time spent with him can already.It's enough.Ok!!Back to homework..Chaoz..

SS in the class..Hahaha..

3 July 2009,Friday

At the last 2 period at STK,few of the SS members ss-ing because they know their beloved,Miss Yi Mei,the Miss STK candidates is going the leave them.She is going to her Maktab Perguruan to persue her dream.As her beloved one,we have no point to stop her from leaving us.Yet none of us will forget the sweetest memories you with us,even though just 1month plus.Honestly,when I know you are going to stop form6,my heart was like..not broken so bombastic but a bit crack la..Because we are from don't know each other(Although all of us are ex-Kwang Hua-rian) until formed a gang.We gather at a same place during assembly,we sit near each other at a same class,we(Just HH and SW) are in the same group in the lower6 camp,I am sleeping the same tent with you,just sleep beside you.May be the time for us to gather is not much but the memory is the sweetest.I feel that "Quality is better than Quatity".Last but not the least,don't forget us ya girl.Remember take care of yourself.As I know,your health is not so good.So drink more water,rest more and take some time to sweat also.Miss you!!Muakxx!!!

"Zao Sui" love~

We had our own style.

Scare scare~

Blue~~~Bob!!Hahaha..

Hsien & Wen

Yi Mei~We loves you!The SS gang.

Sunway~

Today,such a busy day.I went school for Koperasi Gotong-royong.Yup,again.I am late.After busy about wiping stuff,sweeping,moping and so on,I went back earlier with Huey Hsien because we had a date after this.So,we went back around 10am.

After I reached my home,I bathed,I helped my mum did some housework then waited Kian Ann fetched me.After that,we "chiong" to Sunway.Kian Ann really "xin fu",in his car was all girl,got Yi Mei,Huey Hsien,Wei May and me.Some more Wei May and HH damn hot.Lolx..Envy them..Hahaha..Then,we went "Shogun" for our lunch as planned by Joe Way a.k.a Tied Bob.But we hang in front of "Shogun" for almost half an hour,planning want step in or not because it is quite expensive,RM55 per person.Anyway we still go in because it was already planned and of course for that half an hour standing in front of "Shogun" not only stand la,we SS by capturing photo.Then,we eat eat eat and talk talk talk and laugh laugh laugh.We spent there hours,almost 4hours..Lolz!!But of course didn't keep eat la,talk craps,ss capture photo,listen songs and laugh blindly.The waiter there also behtahan us already.Lolz.Laughter never end until 5pm like that.We left the restaurant because 5.30pm they will asked us leave.So,we leave by ourselves better la.Lolx.Then,we just stroll along the shops.But we separated into 3 gang now.Wei May,Yi Lin,Yi Mei and Esther 1gang.Joe Way,Kian Ann,Weng Hou and Huey Hsien 1gang.Kai Lee,Mei Ting and me 1gang.Kai Lee really great in social,where also can know new friends,at "Shogun" and almost every shops we hang.So...geng?Hahaha..Mei Ting and me just keep laughing only.Lolx..Then,after Mei Ting bought things she wanted.We went towards HH them.After we met,Jojo intro us something new and fun.You can put your photo or wording on don't know what thing,then it can become something like keychain.I bought 1 for 5bucks.It not expensive la.Because those thing quite memorable.Suddenly something pop out in my mind,why don't make this as 1 of our stall during MTE day?Then,I told Kai Lee on the spot.Then,we asked that fellow.He seems interested so we take his handphone number.But Kai Lee said seniors said cannot invited outsider into our school.Then,our school club also can't.Then,how?Make stall by ourself?Impossible mar..Duh..Don't know la..Just tell ketua about this and let him decide it.Then,we started joked while waiting the uncle settle my keychain.1 of the golden joke from Jojo,"You want choose Weng Hou who got 180cm or me who got 180kg."Oh my god..We laugh non-stop.Then,another 1 golden action from Jojo was he pushed someone face towards someone and pushed back,said"Don't look there already la."It is damn freak funny!!May be you don't know what m I talking but nevermind,Yi Mei know!!Hahaha..Damn funny..Then,Weng Hou and Esther Ting also got a bit..A bit..Aiya~Don't want tell you all.Hahahaha..Their friendship will change?What is the next?To be continued..Hahaha..After that,we go home separately.I sat Kian Ann's car again.Of course..Jokes started.Jojo still made us laugh out loud.Can't imagine how boring our school life will be without him..What a cute friend..

This fellow so hardworking,use 2 feather to clean the dust on the money.

Yea~The money is clean.Peace~

How to mop ler??Use hand or chin?Lolx..

Strawberry & Wendy

Cutie Mei Ting,the gold

Potassium & Oxygen

Kian Ann,our driver.Lolz..

Tracy,love KTV lots!!

18sx!!Hahaha..

Peace..

Acting X-man..Lolx..SS le..

All of us~Guess who is the stupid hand.Lolz.

Chatting~

Posing and wait Mei Ting join us.

Don't act cool la..Pattern more than badminton..

Eating~

Barbie Girl,Mei Ting..So Cute!!

Weng Hou,the 180cm..Haha..

Again..Act cute..Lolz..

Jojo!!!The cutest friend!!

With HH..Without WH

With WH..Without HH..They quarrel?Lolx..

p/s:Many jokes today yet I still emo in between.Haihz...I know what is the best way to settle yet I don't want to settle it.How stupid I m!!Rubbish..Keep giving excuse which is not excuse.Keep give ownself a fake imaginary.Oh my god..Hate Shu Wen so much!!!Everything should be has a full-stop yet someone stupid keep putting "corma"(How to spell?Lolx).