I am FINE~!

Hmmm...Yea
By refer to my previous blog,I am kinna emo,sad,despo..
All those negative thinking..

Thanks for those who consult me,
although just few message or a conversation or so on..
but it is useful and I am appreciated~
You guys make me feel warm and..
Got the ohm to fight for it~!

No matter what and how my result is..
At least I had tried..
I DO my best,not just TRY my best..

Friend say,"What's change after you cry?You still don't know,you still blur.Why don't you make use the time of sit there and cry to find the answer and make yourself clear."
Hmmm..Agree with him BUT..
If cried can depressed..Why don't I find the answer and cry together?Hahahahaha..

Another friend say,"Relax~!"*Forgot how he say..The main point is don't tension and last minutes study~
True also! I got a better result in midterm just because I am not tension,not stress,my mind set is answer whatever I know;those who don't know,ignore~If not can how o..Copy others mer~
But trial I aim result..>.
Anyway,just to tell those for are worrying me that I am fine~!
No matter how worst the result..I still can go for private ar~
The day is not end yet!!
Lalalalalala~!!!



*To my dear JUNIOR!! You're one of them who making me stress!!
Say hami want show off my result to others!!
Make me stress sia~!!
I am just your foster lor~~~To help you 'menyesuaikan diri' at form6 life.
But since that you're ex-highschoolian,you know this school much more better than me,
so I no need bother you much~
But you don't make me stress lor~!!
Macam you're my foster edy~!!
Isshhhhh..!!!Don't want 'choi' u!!
Hahahaha~Relieve~
*For those who know him.Don't tell him!!He don't know I am the bloggie~Hahahaha..*

I am Lost

I feel very very very bad now..
I got no mood for my studies..
Hollyshit!!
My mum had left me at home and she went for the praying for "Gao Ong Ya"..
I was so despo..I am so emo...
Yea,I admit that I am emo for the very first time..
I don't know who I can talk to..
As my bud are not on9..
I am sad..
Tears rolls..
I couldn't stand for it anymore...

I understand,even though I had pray but if I didn't pay the effort,the result will be still the same..
I know..I understand..
But if I had pray,there's the confidences..
Just like my Speaking test..I surely got the very low marks!!!
I got the points..Many points..
But I got no chances to say as my teammates had involved into a quarrel..
Or I should say,an argument for a more polite way..
A not friendly argument..

My luck is damn not good!!
You said that when a person do good things,the luck will come..
I had changed much in this years..To a better person..
Not for the luck..For myself..To improve..
But why I seems like got the better luck when I am so bad..

I am not moody..It isn't a simply emo..
I am deeply sad..I could feel my heart is bleeding..
I am sad..I am not happy..

I got totally NO confident for this STPM after I had got my result in final..
My result dropped..
For few grade!!Not only marks!!
I got no confident to continue my studies..
I am lost..I feel very scare..
I scare to disappoint my parents..
Because they thought I am very good just because my midterm is quite okay..

I...I..I am lost..
Where's my direction..
T.T