Feelings Before Depart

Time flies.

I gonna move my ass to plane next week.

And live at another place for at least half a year only can come back.

Many people asked,

"How you feel now? Excited?"

Erm..My answer is always the same..

No feelings.

But only thinking of what I need to bring and I haven't noticed.

And my brother keep telling me to appreciate people still around me.

At first,I don't understand what the hell he is talking.

Repeating the same thing that I don't understand is annoying.

After that I suddenly realised.

Yet I don't want to face it.

Because I believe it won't happen.

I trust.

There are few things I hope I can changed after these 5years and half.

1st, I can be more independent.

I admit I am quite pamper and used to rely on others.

But I got less worries for this.

As I believes human can adapt to its environment,just time is needed.

2nd,I can be more smart.

I admit I am too naive and easily believe on people.

I must change!!!

As you know,people like this hardly success in the CRUEL society.

3rd,improve my social skill.

I know most people will give me a 'Boo'.

But actually I am much more timid than last time.

I not dare be the 1st person to speak to other and etc.

Besides,my speaking skills will make others misunderstand and thought I am not happy or what..So I got to improve.

4th,5th,6th...

Haven't think.

Hahaha..

The last wishes.

I will put it in next post.

=)