讨厌自己的得失心。。。
我害怕失败。。。
不敢失败。。
也不甘失败。。
压得自己喘不过气。。。
沭雯！！！你要加油啊！！！
撑着点！
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Thursday, October 4, 2012
PPM camp!
Yea! I am back!
This post gonna talk about the camp I had went last weekend.
PPM, a short form of Pengabadian Pada Masyarakat is the name of the camp.
It was organized by regular (Indonesian student) every year.
It purpose is to help the resident of that village to check their teeth.
Or if they had any problem about oral, they can had free treatment here.
This is the 1st time all KPBI (Malaysian) student attend to the camp.
As this is a voluntary camp, so many lecturers are suprised that KPBI student attend.
Somemore with full attendance.
But infact, we thought it is a compulsory camp until we reached there.
>.<~~~
Anyway, it is a special experience and I enjoyed the camp.
But if you asked me go for the second time, I will not go because...
Erm.. This kind special experience right, tried once is enough already la~ Hehehe..
Feelings the day before I went:
Seriously felt very unwillingly, because we had exam after the camp.
And I am not prepared for it!
So feel quite stress for that few days.
Then quickly packed everything I need.
Most of my classmate had bought a LOT of FOOD to there.
Like going war for a month!
Really LOL~
Only I didn't buy I guess.
Really too over le la~ LOL...
That night I only sleep about 2hours because I want to finish some topics before I go to the bloody camp~
The camp is in a poor, rural village which located on the top of the hill, so the weather is freaking cold.
It is cooler than Genting or Cameron or any places you can think of in Malaysia.
Seriously! We can see smoke come out from our mouth when we talking. And the time is only 6pm!
The first thing we reached there is to eat our lunch.
Then, they asked us to put our things in the place we stayed, which is the houses of resident there.
After that, we asked to clean the school (place we going to use as 'clinic').
That day, KPBI and regular student got a bit unhappy stuff happened.
May be our culture are different, so the way we work are different as well.
So they not happy with us when we done our cleaning and we sit aside.
We don't understand why they keep clean the same place which we had cleaned.
A few misunderstand lor.. So they not happy, we as well.
While waiting them to settle their stuff, I sleep. >.<~~~
Suddenly I awaked because I felt very cold.
My friend told me,the weather started change cold already.
WTH~ It is only 3pm and the wind blowing is cold.
After all and all, we had our dinner and go back to our home at 8pm.
Then our 'ibu' cooked hot water for us to bath.
She is so nice, she even cooked dinner for us.Although we very full already, but we still eat some.
She keep take out food for us, like afraid we hungry like that.
So friendly!
And this is the 1st time I bath with well water!
It is so cold! And it is doesn't look dirty! Just like normal tap water. Cool man!
Besides that, I am very lucky to get a toilet with door!!! And it is built in somemore.
Appreciate it!!!
Many friend of mine is not only built outside, and also no door for some.
So public! LOL~ Really regret for didn't capture photo for it. =(
Second day, wake up at 4.40am.
Then teach primary student how to brush teeth.
Only regular are on duty.
So I back to the base camp to sleep~~~ ZzZzZ
After that cleaning again~
This time really clean properly, because if not clean enough, tonight after KOAS (4th year and 5th year senior that coming to duty as dentist) checked, we need to clean again~
The main thing is we need to wake up at 2am because 2.30am we need to start sterilize instrument.
After cleaning, it is about 4pm already.
I planned go home to bath, because I want to wash my hair! Too dirty already.
But they don't let, because they are tonight 7pm got makrab (something like penutup or pembukaan, not very sure). I was like..=.=!!! Still got 3hours more la.. Aduh~~~
Then I end up sit there do nothing until 7pm. *Emo that time*
After the makrab had started, I was sitting with my classmate that I don't really very close.
So I am v.v.v.v.v.boring and when I almost fall asleep, one of my friend (Nishanth) asked me to sit beside him. Reason: He very sleepy, need some entertainment. =.=!!!
But still feel very happy la, at least I can bring joy to others. =)
Then we play lor, chat lor, teasing each other lor, etc
1 incident happened, Elson tell Haqimi that I want to know a chinese regular.
Then Haqimi go tell that guy!!! OMG!!! I so shy lar!!!!! So over lor them!!!
3rd day, sterlize instrument on 3am then continue until 2pm.
Arrange all tables and chairs then can go home!
During carrying those tables and chairs, I need to avoid to met that chinese regular, because I don't want him to recognize me and also HAQIMI!!! He keep fool on me!!! Isshhh!!!
Then, go home~
A very interesting and fun camp. Enjoyed it and I will miss every single moment of it.
Cheers!!!
Semangat PPM!!! <<< Regular like to say this.. I guess is Jia You PPM..Or something like this la..
This post gonna talk about the camp I had went last weekend.
PPM, a short form of Pengabadian Pada Masyarakat is the name of the camp.
It was organized by regular (Indonesian student) every year.
It purpose is to help the resident of that village to check their teeth.
Or if they had any problem about oral, they can had free treatment here.
This is the 1st time all KPBI (Malaysian) student attend to the camp.
As this is a voluntary camp, so many lecturers are suprised that KPBI student attend.
Somemore with full attendance.
But infact, we thought it is a compulsory camp until we reached there.
>.<~~~
Anyway, it is a special experience and I enjoyed the camp.
But if you asked me go for the second time, I will not go because...
Erm.. This kind special experience right, tried once is enough already la~ Hehehe..
Feelings the day before I went:
Seriously felt very unwillingly, because we had exam after the camp.
And I am not prepared for it!
So feel quite stress for that few days.
Then quickly packed everything I need.
Most of my classmate had bought a LOT of FOOD to there.
Like going war for a month!
Really LOL~
Only I didn't buy I guess.
Really too over le la~ LOL...
That night I only sleep about 2hours because I want to finish some topics before I go to the bloody camp~
The camp is in a poor, rural village which located on the top of the hill, so the weather is freaking cold.
It is cooler than Genting or Cameron or any places you can think of in Malaysia.
Seriously! We can see smoke come out from our mouth when we talking. And the time is only 6pm!
The first thing we reached there is to eat our lunch.
Then, they asked us to put our things in the place we stayed, which is the houses of resident there.
After that, we asked to clean the school (place we going to use as 'clinic').
That day, KPBI and regular student got a bit unhappy stuff happened.
May be our culture are different, so the way we work are different as well.
So they not happy with us when we done our cleaning and we sit aside.
We don't understand why they keep clean the same place which we had cleaned.
A few misunderstand lor.. So they not happy, we as well.
While waiting them to settle their stuff, I sleep. >.<~~~
Suddenly I awaked because I felt very cold.
My friend told me,the weather started change cold already.
WTH~ It is only 3pm and the wind blowing is cold.
After all and all, we had our dinner and go back to our home at 8pm.
Then our 'ibu' cooked hot water for us to bath.
She is so nice, she even cooked dinner for us.Although we very full already, but we still eat some.
She keep take out food for us, like afraid we hungry like that.
So friendly!
And this is the 1st time I bath with well water!
It is so cold! And it is doesn't look dirty! Just like normal tap water. Cool man!
Besides that, I am very lucky to get a toilet with door!!! And it is built in somemore.
Appreciate it!!!
Many friend of mine is not only built outside, and also no door for some.
So public! LOL~ Really regret for didn't capture photo for it. =(
Second day, wake up at 4.40am.
Then teach primary student how to brush teeth.
Only regular are on duty.
So I back to the base camp to sleep~~~ ZzZzZ
After that cleaning again~
This time really clean properly, because if not clean enough, tonight after KOAS (4th year and 5th year senior that coming to duty as dentist) checked, we need to clean again~
The main thing is we need to wake up at 2am because 2.30am we need to start sterilize instrument.
After cleaning, it is about 4pm already.
I planned go home to bath, because I want to wash my hair! Too dirty already.
But they don't let, because they are tonight 7pm got makrab (something like penutup or pembukaan, not very sure). I was like..=.=!!! Still got 3hours more la.. Aduh~~~
Then I end up sit there do nothing until 7pm. *Emo that time*
After the makrab had started, I was sitting with my classmate that I don't really very close.
So I am v.v.v.v.v.boring and when I almost fall asleep, one of my friend (Nishanth) asked me to sit beside him. Reason: He very sleepy, need some entertainment. =.=!!!
But still feel very happy la, at least I can bring joy to others. =)
Then we play lor, chat lor, teasing each other lor, etc
1 incident happened, Elson tell Haqimi that I want to know a chinese regular.
Then Haqimi go tell that guy!!! OMG!!! I so shy lar!!!!! So over lor them!!!
3rd day, sterlize instrument on 3am then continue until 2pm.
Arrange all tables and chairs then can go home!
During carrying those tables and chairs, I need to avoid to met that chinese regular, because I don't want him to recognize me and also HAQIMI!!! He keep fool on me!!! Isshhh!!!
Then, go home~
A very interesting and fun camp. Enjoyed it and I will miss every single moment of it.
Cheers!!!
Semangat PPM!!! <<< Regular like to say this.. I guess is Jia You PPM..Or something like this la..
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