You

I hope to make this post is priority for U.

You'll know who you are.

My last wishes and it is the always one.

I hope our relation can back to previous.

Sincerely hope.

I rather you shout at me about what you are not happy at.

I hope that I could know what you are thinking between that few days after I told you that news.

I know it is my fault to being dishonest.

I don't want give any excuses.

There's many time that I was thinking just give up and stop struggling thinking how to get back your trust,your friendship and so on.

But after few minutes,I know I can't.

Even I said I am tired of all these.

But in my truly deep heart,I know there is a sound yelling.

"I want our friendship back! I want to back to old days time!"

I had even tried to act cool to you also.

Text you something for asking others number.

And don't want reply you a thanks you.

Because I know you won't reply a welcome.

But every time after I did this.

I am so guilty.

I am still sad.

I know I am childish.

I wonder,isn't my "balasan"?

For last time treat you like this also.

For 2years.

Should I give you 2years time also?

As my punishment.

If you ask me to do so, I am willing to wait.

Just 1sentences from you.

If you see this,I hope you can answer me.

Thanks.

I am disappointed that you couldn't make it for the previous meet up.

I even think of not to go,because you're not going.

But at last I still go because I am the organiser.

I really hope to meet up you once before I leave.