Compact Life

Time flies.Count down-ing for my IELTS exam.
*IELTS is some sort like MUET but MUET is for local U whilst IELTS is for private.

Only start serious prepared it since last week.
I had finish my own exercise book which was gave by my agent.
Now I borrowed book from AhKam who had finished his IELTS the weekend before last week and PeiRuh who had went their workshop which cost her RM300 for 4days,3hours per day.
*It is farking expensive,I know.But it is cheaper than you need to re-take which cost you RM550.Right? This made me think of what if few months before when I got my MUET result and I "rasuah" them with RM50 or even RM100 to get 1more mark for my band to pop to band4.Then,now I no need to pay for this Rm550.>..<!!!

The last thing was...I doesn't mean to really trick on you.
First,I hope to let you know after it is stable.And before public. I never know how the others get it.But once I found out some of them knew,the first person I want to tell is you.I know it is abit too late because they had knew.But I already tried my best to tell you as fast as possible.I don't know what make you react like that.May be you doesn't care about the timing which I care on? I don't know.
Second,I scare it might hurt you.Ya,I am over look on myself.I didn't have the courage to tell you like that. I know I hurt you once,so I told myself,"There's never a second time because you are my ever besties."(It is shame to say that you know me very well but I don't really know what you are thinking.I am not a good friend indeed.) When I found out you are ok with it,but I don't know how to tell,how to start.

Nothing I can say but sorry. Can you just tell me what you are thinking? I am worry about you.I don't mind you lost some trust to me because I believe I can build up your trustful though it need time. I plan to find you again after my trip because I am slightly busy nowadays. I will!!