1st: Quite nervous for my MUET exam. It's drop on 24 April 2010. I am kinna worry about it because teacher say, "Although it is excluded in our STPM results but for bio field,it is save to get band 5 if you want to get a better professional certificate. I had no worries before April because my aim is just to get band 4 and I got band 4 at my previous final exam. BUT for now for the trial,I only get band 3 for my speaking. Teacher told me," You very sayang, I know you can speak but you had no point in your conversation." *piliang* My heart broke. Then, I comfort myself by telling myself just now I am not concentrated,so I get so low. But after few days, our class teacher asked us to check our monthly test marks for all subject, I ONLY get band 4 for the overall exam while 80% of my class get band 5?!(My English teacher is very linear on giving marks,means the grade she gave,it should lower 1 grade compare to the real exam) My heart broke again. The fact told me, my English is really poor! I am very disappointed on myself. I was regret that why I didn't learn well for my basic and felt regret now. NO PITY on me, it's my retribution for not paying hard work.
2nd: My STPM, my studied speed is really too too too too too too too too slow for this!! I don't why, I just can't understand what the text written and keep on read on it. It's wasting time. Again, it is related to my English level. Sometimes, I will get very angry on TEH JOE WAY, his English is good, his memorising is damn good, he will straight away remember after he read ONCE. But he is too lazy, I will be very "gek" and hate him when I can't understand or remember my studies. He is quite innocent but I don't care. Hahaha.. Who ask you got a good brain yet you're not using it. Hng!!
3rd: My younger brother. He is facing his SPM at end of this year. But I didn't see any effort he is paying. Playing games,busying leave comment in FB, watching TV, sleeping..I got no time to scold him,I need to concentrate on my studies too. The only way is ask he study with me, so when I study,he had to study also. But he just sms or listening to songs while he is studying. It is annoying me. Argghh! My wrong, not a good sister. I become lazy to scold him or ask him study with me already. Sienz!!
4th: Few months ago, I noticed a guy. After observation for few months, he really not bad. I will not fall for him because I got a big obstacle at end of this year. Future is more important than everything.
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我不问
我不提
我不讲
因为我等你告诉我
我不是想八卦
我只想懂得避忌
当我从别人口中得知时
我难过
不是因为你没告诉我
是因为我担心
我有没有在不知情的情况下
不小心伤害了你
我能了解你不想说的原因
但至少让我有点通道知道你的现状
我不是一个很会说话的人
但却很爱面子
所以很多关心的话
都往肚子吞
我觉得
真正对一个人好
就会默默付出 默默关心
不想她知道
因为不想他担心自己担心他
因为真正的朋友
他们会知道的
他们会知道你的在乎
但不会拆窜你
因为他们懂你
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