I am tired

I am tired of being realistic.

I am tired of stay my heart away from others.

I am tired of protect myself.

I am tired of keep force myself to stay strong.

I am tired of can't show the weak side of myself to other.

I am tired of not being myself.

I want to be naive coz I know there is always someone beside me.

I want to be blur even my bud will make a fool on me.

I want to be the "Ben ben de ShuWen".

I want to be myself.

I want to go home.

The place I felt protected.

The place I felt secured.

The place I felt warmness.

The place I felt I being myself.