I am tired of being realistic.
I am tired of stay my heart away from others.
I am tired of protect myself.
I am tired of keep force myself to stay strong.
I am tired of can't show the weak side of myself to other.
I am tired of not being myself.
I want to be naive coz I know there is always someone beside me.
I want to be blur even my bud will make a fool on me.
I want to be the "Ben ben de ShuWen".
I want to be myself.
I want to go home.
The place I felt protected.
The place I felt secured.
The place I felt warmness.
The place I felt I being myself.
