想..

情绪总是怪怪的

跟大伙儿一起时可以很快乐

自己独自一人时却想很多

把自己搞得很emo

为什么总是这样的？

有时静下来时

回想刚刚的快乐和兴奋是发自内心的吗？

我。。真的快乐吗？

常常在想取悦他人之后的自己

真得开心吗。。

不过，中六这半年

真的是我最最最欣慰的时光

虽然不开心的事情很多

但也感觉到了被朋友关心

被在乎的幸福

朋友，对我来说很重要。

我很珍惜和每一个人的友情

你们就似我的家人

一个我受了委屈想要的避风港

也是有人会觉得受了委屈可以回到家人的怀里

那是世界上最温暖的地方

但，我已快步进18岁了

我不想被家人担心

我也想让他们觉得女儿长大了

是会想的 也不必太担忧

可是，人总是矛盾的

我还是希望偶尔还可以撒撒娇，嗲嗲一下

毕竟我还是个女孩

Kian Ann's Party

Today,just now,7pm,I went a buddy birthday party.Who is him?He is one of our buddy,Kian Ann.His birthday is on 20th October but we secretly made 1 earlier for him as a suprise.This is Su Sin senior idea.She planned all this.So touching~JoeWay,WengHou,Samuel and me went there(Setia Alam's Atmosphere Cafe?) around 7pm++.Then,we wait until 8pm++,Chze Hsien FINALLY fetch Kwee Lyn here.Now,we are waiting the main character,Kian Ann and the director,Su Sin appears.Kian Ann only know Su Sin will have a dinner with him but not all of us.

After we saw both of them appears,we walked into the restaurant and give him a suprise.He looks normal.Just eh...But after some time,he told us he already know all this because he saw Joe Way message about today.But just keep quiet.Haiz..Sienz lor..Hahaha..Anyway,we have a lot of fun there.Jokes are all around.Chze Hsien really is a joke teller.He made the party full of laughter.Of course not only him la,somemore got Joe Way,Weng Hou,Samuel,Su Sin,Kwee Lyn and Kian Ann himself.8 of us keep laughing.A very long time didn't laugh until stomachache already.About what we played,I lazy to type.Just very fun.No regrets to go out tonight.Wheeeee~~^^

But this Sunday,haihz..I couldn't come out already.I think it should be very fun also.But exam is around the corner.My mum won't let I go out so frequent.Haihz...Hope you guys could enjoy too!Between,Happy Birthday to Pei Ruh,Pei You whose are on 22nd October and Kian Ann who is on 20th October.Have fun ya!!Love you guys so so so muchie!!I couldn't imagine the school life without you all.

Recently also go met my ex-classmates.Really enjoy these life.Laughter never ends,just like our friendship.^3^

I loves my friends,
I loves my buddy,
Everyone of them.

I Love You!!!!

*First time confess officially ler..Give some claps la..*piak piak piak piak~~~*
Okok,enough enough,thanks!!!^^Hahahahaha..

Qian Ying * MPPTE

Last Saturday,I went my buddy open house,Qian Ying~Her new house was located at Shah Alam,Bukit Rimau.Her house really damn big and beautiful!!!Her house style and decoration is almost my dream house~Really nice!!!3-storey(Yi Hao don't worry,your house still the biggest because her house didn't have golf field,wahaha\^0^/),a small fountain,gym room,ktv room,every room got a toilet,damn big master bedroom and so on!!Her house is really nice!!!!!!!Once you went,you will love it and don't want go home~~Believe me!Believe me ler..Hahaha..That day all of us 12am only go home.So when I reach home,it was already 12.40am.So late.But some else were more late because of the ktv room.Lolx..Crowded~It is really enjoyable.If can,I want to stay there~Chat with gang of ex-classmate.It was quite unpredictable,last time we were all separate to many gangs but now we are could chat,laugh,joke all together happily and crazily.Miss you guys soooooooo muchie!!Hope we can come out again once day.Promise ya!!Muackxx~~!!

Then,today is my school graduation for upper 6 which called MPPTE.Feel like..finally it came..Lolx..I start nervous 2weeks before but the tension doesn't remain long.Just nervous 1day then normal again.Lolx.But handphone money use up very fast because keep informing all performance people MPPTE is coming soon to let them tension.Between when I heard Pang Yang said this 2night he only sleep 4hours.But I yesterday 10pm already on bed.Aiyo..I sick mar..Of course must sleep earlier.Hehehe...Then today morning just do the costume stuff then go chemistry lab because need do report.Force to go back class.After chemistry lesson is recess time,so I went 6A3 to invite seniors go down to dewan.After that,inform something to all performance people and confirm they were all behind stage.Then,remind Wei Loon and Kok Hong who helped me and Weng Hou be the back stage.Thanks you gus!!You guys did a great job!!I started re-tie my hair.(Wait!!!!Now only remember I havent take picture!!!DAMN!!I never tied like that one lor!!Wasted lar!!Yorr!!Argggghhhh..Nevermind!)Then,our leader,Kian Ann gather us to practise our dance.That time still not nervous yet playing around because first time saw they wear skirt.Damn funny!!Guys really don't know how to wear skirt la~Wahahaha..So funny ya Hock Guan(only we know what happened,wahaha..).After that,it almost our turn,so we walked to back stage to ready.That time still didn't felt nervous yet playing around with hairs~Then,our turns.I start felt nervous when I step on the stage.But keep telling myself I am not nervous I am not nervous.Lolx.Then,started.Suddenly a big claps from below stage,rupa-rupanya they went out already.Cheh~Hahaha..I wished I was at below of the stage when Kian Ann them were dancing,because back stage cann0t scream.Yorrr~!!Well,wanna to praise 5 of them.You guys are bravo!!So high!!Especially Kian Ann who helped us planned the dance step,Weng Hou and Hock Guan who dare to dance so "hiao" and Kian Wei and Chin Thong who not so willing but still dance because of friendship(I think so).Really thanks sooooo much!!Besides,1thing that make me very touch is many non-ajk MTE still very willing to help us.Really thanks and I'm quite touch.Because if I am not ajk,I don't think I will automatic help beside someone asked.But they just automatic stay back like us and helped especially Poh Yee.She helped risalah,performance and keep the chairs.Really thanks so much because exam is around the corner while you guys still willing to lend a hand.Really touch..Hmm..I won't speak out but I would type.Really...Thanks!!

*Any comment about the performance or the flow or everything,you may just leave a comment or to our MTE 2010 blogspot to leave comment.The link is at the right hand side of my blog.Thanks!!XD

After viewing some people blog only realise I almost a month not blogging.
Honestly,I don't know what to post.
Because life just continue like that,nothing special.

Today,I woke up at 6.30am to wake my brother up(as usual also).
Then,I continue my sleep until 7.15am.
So I decided not going to school because 2 reason.
1st,I'm late.
2nd,my gang decided go for a movie ater recess.So no point I go also.
Then,I continue my dream until 9am.
Message tone wake me up.
From them,asking me going for movie anot.
Continue be piggy after replied but I change room.
To my sister room,as usual too.Hahaha...
Then,wake up at 10++am again because they wanted bring me out for breakfast.
But I rejected because I want to sleep.Lolz..
Yet the sleep didn't last too long.
They called again after their breakfast.
So I quickly bathed myself and go out with them.
Of course,scolded by mum again.(of course la..ponteng already still go out)
Then,we went Bukit Raja JJ for movie "Where Got Ghost".
Hmmm..To me,it not very very nice but consider ok.
I feel that it quite scary..
But all of them shoot me,say I never see the real ghost movie before..
Yalar,I don't watch ghost movie can anot..
I scare mar..Huiyo...Lolz..
But happens something funny during the movie goes.
1 of us keep hug people when she feel scared,hahahahaha!!
2 victims there.It is both beside her.Hahahaha..
Feel so funny!!
Actually I not scare at all lor!!
Just scare by her shout.Hahaha..
Nola,because before every scare part,my friend will tell me.
(He see before already but still accompany us watch second time.
Thats is JoeWay and WengHou.So good la both of them.)
So I already covered my eyes.Ngiek ngiek ngiek~!!
But still get scared 1 time because I covered so long already.
Then I thought it already over,who knows when I open my eye a bit to see.
The ghost appears in the tv(people who see before will understand,hahaha).
Damn shock.
Straight away scream..
Oh my god~~!!!
Lolz..
But not bad the day I had.
Thanks lot~~~^^

Stupid Rat

Today,I sit Jojo's car go home after tuition.Before we go home,we went Eng Ann to eat things because Weng Hou keep telling us he is hungry.When we eating at XXX,Joe Way saw a rat running toward us.He keep quiet because he scared we will scream.

Who knows Huey Hsien's eye so "kaolat".She saw too!!Then she take her leg up to let the rat run through.
Who knows the rat thought it is attending Olympic,it run too fast and Huey Hsien take her leg up too slow.

Then how?Accident happened.Huey Hsien kicked the rat and she is wearing slipper.Of course she screamed.Because the feel you kicked something fury is so eeeuuuwwww...!!

Normally accidence happened,who is the most innocent?The one who hit others?Of course not right.The one who "kena" hit?Of course no,because they will got the pay from the one who hit them.Then,who else?Of course is the parking aside also kena want la!!Why I say this?Totally no related with the stupid rat right?Of course got related la!!!Because HH kicked the stupid towards my leg while I am enjoying my ABC!And my seat is back the rat,so I don't know anything until I feel something fury touch my leg and HH shout."RAT!!" and I scream together with her.So the rat get kicked and hit on someone leg.

Both of us scream and everyone look at us.Somebody even laugh.I remember you,kid!!Don't let me saw you scream next time,or else I laugh even louder!Lolz..Then,Joe Way said he already saw just now but keep quiet because don't want the situation like this happened.But it still happened.So lolz..Cute Jo~Then,I said this situation is much more better than if Xsu Ting is here lo!!Lolz..Sorry ya,Ting.I just speak out the truth.Hahahahaha...>.<

*Tomorrow will be a tiring day.Morning tuition,afternoon practise dance and night basketball mp.Hope everything will be smooth and fun!!^^